the opposite

-i went to CSS, MGMT and The Futureheads last night, great gig, good new album for CSS with more guitars and rock than dancy stuff

then we went to party in Whelans with Conor, Lola, Eleanor and Adriano from CSS, we had a good night even if we ended up in Sin (=worst bar ever but free in and open really late). Adriano is a really nice guy, we talked about Brazil, his city (Sao Paulo), London and the Londoners, and gays.  he was flying to New York this morning, i don't know how he did that after what we all drank last night.

 

-yesterday i learned that my father has a lung cancer, well the doctor didn't say the word cancer because they don't have the final results so they are not allowed to say it. but he already has the catheter for the chimio...

 

so weird to have two opposite feelings coexisting at the same time